FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CARINA SIM HUI JUAN. i hope you see this ! shows how much i care. HAHA. alright, although i used to be sucha bitch to you sometimes, but you know i dont really meant it ! i still love you as much as how i love pearlyn HAHA.

alright, i dont know why is this happening, but the clock is still taking it's time to tick away. as slow as ever. accompanied by the sound of the my mum's paper shredder is making me feel worst. i'm feeling annoyed out of nowhere. but i still love my mummy. well, obviously. she's now my second diary after my sister. because right now, i can talk to her about almost anything under the sun, complain about anyone i'm not happy with and tell her about most of my problems. I LOVE MY MUM, LOVELOVELOVE HER.

mum told me to bring Walt to our church, but, he said he wouldn't feel comfortable "then there'd be like eyes staring at me " wow baby. lol
but he goes to his own church anyway, and that's what's most important yea? =)
(only that he doesn't go to church THAT often) *rolls eyes* cause he's a busy NS man. yes, yes, i understand okay! =)

alright, enough of the mushy stuff, what's making me happy now, is for 4 days, i can finally, shift my butt out of the house and do some real work. and stop rotting to death on the bed and grow fat. and, obviously wait for time to tick away, and at the very least earn some money of my own, so i do not have to suck sweat and blood off my mum. no more of the "mum, i'll need $10, thanks!" (for now at least) all thanks to charmian ! =) I AM HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY.!

he takes me to another world, not "a world where princesses eat rainbows and poop butterflies." lol but somewhere i can find confidence and trust, and well, bliss. <3

c h r i s t i n a ` built to last <3 says:
PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING
what is the link with easter
and easter bunnies and eggs?

Als says:
yess?
=)

c h r i s t i n a ` built to last <3 says:
if there is lol
OR IS IT COMPLETELY LINKLESS?

Als says:
linkless.
because the rabbit was like.. fluffy? and so it made to sell lots of merchandise


Als says:
amazing huh?
they did eggs too


Als says:
because they thought that eggs were like supposed to symbolise new birth? like Jesus' ressurection? but then if they sell like a baby Jesus doll it wouldn't catch on? so they decided to use eggs instead to symbolise so they can like at least make chocolate ones to eat and sell


Als says:
it's just another way to like jack up process for every day objects and sell them to poor fools

yup, so to conclude, Easter with Easter bunnies is totally link-less but there might be some link with the eggs. IDK. okay fine, maybe i should busy myself with better things. but it's quite interesting, no?


i'd like to sum this post up by saying I MISS MY BABY. thank you.
i happy. i'm happy because i've finally found someone who truly sincerely cares about me. and even if it may get tough. we'll never give it up. cause we know, especially i know, this is something too special to give up. somthing too important.
"baby, what's 2 years when we have so much more ahead of us right?"

"what doesnt kill us, makes us stronger."

yea, i agree with that =)

okay, i am SOooOoo NOT use to this yet .

yesterday, while in the process of whining non stop. and ridiculous talks like, telling Walt not to go back to camp, he showed me this guide he got from the camp and in it wrote "i miss my girlfriend" and they teach them how to get over it. lol
of course there is the " i miss my family" and the " i miss my friends" guide too . all in that book.
HOW COOL RIGHT. why don't i get a guide like that too. cause i think i'm really in need of one lol. i'm such a terrible person.
BUT THIS FEELING IS HORRIBLE OKAY.

but then again, everytime i think about what he constantly reminds me, i start to feel this load getting lighter and lighter each day. soon we'll all, especially me, get used to it. :) IM POSITIVE OF THIS.

Walt's coming back from camp today, IM LIKE SOOOOO EXCITED TO SEE HIM PLEASE. okay, sorry lol. anddddd we're going to have sushi for dinner tonight! yayy ima REAAAALLY happy girl today .AND AS I'M TYPING THIS, I'M GRINNING FROM EAR TO EAR . after 4 stormy days and nights =( hah.

Well, we'll all have to get used to it yea? i'd just spend as much time i have with him when i have the chance to ! anyway, it wouldn't be so bad after 3 months RIGHT!

so while waiting for his call, i decided to kill some time.

i chanced upon this webpage and i found out my love languages. not that i didn't know what my love languages were, just wasn't exactly sure about them ! SO FINALLY.

Click HERE if you wanna find out yours too!

Scores & Love Languages

6- Words of Affirmation

11- Quality Time

1- Receiving Gifts

7- Acts of Service

5- Physical Touch

How to interpret your Profile Score:

Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary lovelanguage. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of yourprimary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important toyou. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you.The highest possible score for any language is 12.

Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior Think backover the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answerwill lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meetyour deepest need for emotional love.

INTERESTING AYE? ;)

it's wednesday! I'm anticipating MEGGGGGA MUCH for later in the evening . Walt is coming HOMEEEEEE . YES i know i sound SUPER BIMBOTIC counting down the days. BUT YOU WON'T KNOW THE PAINS HAHAHAHAHA.

"alright i'm going to just sleep my life away and be a loser for 3 days" lol. silly, silly me.
it's the little, little things you do to make me happy.
wannaknowwhyimsoinlove?
he's the brightest sunshine i've ever seen.

"and you make me the happiest guy in the world"

tooblessedtobearoundyou :)