Tuesday, September 16, 2008
do you know ? :
how it feels like when you tried but was not appreciated
how is it like when what felt like fun together was just a temporary high
what it is like when "sorry" is a too simple word to say
what it feels like when talk is cheap
how it feels when your best friend turns his back on you
do you know how it feels like?
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nope, i dont anymore.
because the more things seem to change, the more they stay the same.
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They say,
"you can't always have the best of both worlds." so...
although the Good news is,
the holidays are underway and i've enjoyed myself quite a fair bit.
September love :
was a blast, stayed over in church at night for last minute rehearsals and stuff, having silly moments with pearlyn leong ubf and all . On the actual day the next day, quite a number came and the whole event was a success. videos, mime, band and all. with pearlyn and her annoying bird during the hand mime flying around me, telling me to put the wrong actions during the full dress rehearsals, lol. ahh, the feeling of satisfaction. what's this fun i feel i'm missing right now?
what's more? suntanning, beach volleyballing at sentosa with sweetness and the others (:
and an even greater news?
i passed my examinations! surprise surprise!
very very sadly however, i was also busied with finding high and low for a decent job to get employed to. so, "what you wish is what you get",
i don't get to enjoy every single day of my holidays anymore.
i've been kicked to siglap, working as a waitress for Pasta Fresca. i know i know, "Christina and waitress dont go together" they say. BUT I'M TRYING MY BEST OKAY?
if not for the torn pockets the pretty dresses and the hungry tummies, i wouldn't even think about leaving my humble abode ):
students read books
doctors examine bodies
waitresses studies the menu, and and that's exactly what i HAVE TO do right now.
TILL AGAIN!
5:24 AM :D