through ups and down, thick and thin over mountains and through the seas, girlfriend, i love you best!

it started on the 15th of nov, work is a real killer. You know, you get F-ed UP customers at times, speaking like you owe them a whole world worth of living. However, Australians are the friendliest of all customers you can get. I'd be the most active when i get Aussie customers =) made new friends like Marcus, Jacqueline and FIONA, my tweenie! Marcus, my lunch partnet, Jacqueline, my choose-an-ex-to-bitch-about partner and FIONA my tweenie with the same birthday as me. Although i met Shirin the coolest and most retarded manager on earth HAHA "want to message dont message on the top of the counter la! message below ma!" and michelle, the damn generous manager HAHA. after meeting this nice peeps, working isn't much of a killer after all =)

Hello world, my name is Pearlyn Leong Meng Zhen♥. I've nothing to do so I thought I should be nice and help girlfr get her blog working regulary again!

Alright, first and foremost. Thanks Bfffffffffff for the past few days. I love you worhxxxzzzzzz. You're da bomb, sexxxxxxxx (nahh, not really). We must take more more more more pictures this Sat or sthg ok? I've duty- do you? Stay back if you don't ok! And see my fantabulous face!

Oh my, you know what? Like seriously, thanks thanks thanks alotttttt! Without you, I wont know how swollen my eyes will be today :/ Ahhhhh, Kenneth is love <33333 but rah, I can't take it! He's attached ok :@ :@ What the hell right? To some St.Theresa's Convant girl ): I hope I'll meet her at Tiong Bahru Plaza since I work one fcking stop away from STC only. I wanna see how she looks like (((((((: She's my classmate's cousin pls! :@ :@

Oh yes, you're like working tomorrow :/ No more outings! You kuku bff! You should not work and you should not get your handphone! You should like spend more time with me <333 It'll be love <333! I'm da sexxxxx :)))) HAHAHA.

Remember to keep 8 Dec free ok? There's like ARISE! Concert 2008 :))) And I'm performing, so you should go! (Okay, not exactly performing, ministering to the audience!) Go ok? And bring me flowers- I want daisiessssss. I'm like using your blog to publicise this event too! Oh yeah, do come, its a freeeee event, so you should come and get ministered by little children <333
And also, 19 Jan 2008! Cause my School is having a FashShow Event. Organised by the two Sec3 Normal Classes so its a grand thing cause wwooooooaaaahhhhhh, once in a life time they're offering such cool thing to Normal Girls. Express is usually given the benefit :/ It's 20sthg per ticket for outsiders and $15 for IJ girls but the thing is if all of you wanna go, its considered as outsiders :/ (unfortunately)
Rahhhh, I wont be modelling cause I didnt turn up for the auditions :/ But I'll be dancing and singing so go hear my beautiful voice and watch me dance yo! HAHAHA.

I love you Christina Chan Rui Fang and I know that you love me too!
Ps: I love your uniform truckloads.

I'VE GOT MY KEDS LA. LIKE FINALLY. BUT

I SAW THIS ONLINE AND THEN I HAVE A CHANGE OF HEART =(

ANYWAY, THE BIG HUGE 'O's ARE FINALLY OVER. AND HOLIDAYS HAVE ARRIVED. the only sad thing is that "money dont drop from the sky" so, im going to have to start work next week. pretty sad huh. and the most heartbreaking news, working for an events company, the intended uniform has a santa's hat in it! THANK GOD I'LL BE WORKING IN THE TRANSIT AREA. maybe because we have people like them in the world, there we have the source of christmas spirit.


OUT TML WITH BIM. IT'S BEEN AGES =)

- i like you, alot. and i still rmb how it feels in your arms.

OH, AND I LOVE MANDY MOORE TOO. NOT ONLY BECAUSE SHE'S BEAUTIFUL.




I try but I cant seem to get myself
To think of anything
But you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth
I taste the truth

We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There`s nothing more to say
There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you (yeah)

So I`ll hold you tonite
Like I would if you were mine
to hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (to feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There`s nothing more to say
There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeahhh
I wanna be with you
There`s nothing more to say
There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be)I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeahhh)
(I wanna be with you)I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(i wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeahh
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

JUST BECAUSE SHE UNDERSTANDS ME TOO. HA ;)

i love songs that are damn old school =)





Even though its been so long, my love for you keeps going strong

I remember the things that we used to do, a kiss in the rain

Til the sun shined through, Id try to deny it, but Im still in love with you

I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away

Every hour of every day, I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do, theres just no getting over you

I can see the love shining in your eyes, and it comes as such a sweet surprise

If seeings believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late

Were so good together, were starting forever now, and I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away, every hour of every day

I miss you like crazy, I miss you baby, a love like ours will never end

Just touch me and were there again

Musical interlude

Just one night and well have that magic feeling like we used to do

Hold on tight and whatever comes our way were gonna make it through

If seeings believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late

Were so good together, were starting forever now

And I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do theres just no getting over you

And I miss you (baby), I miss you (baby), all the tender love you gave me

When a feeling gets this strong, you know the real thing come along

And I miss you, I miss you like crazy baby, only youre sweet love

Can save me, I miss you like crazy, a love like ours will never end

Just touch me and were there again,

Miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy


because i think they understand me best ;)

i'm so afraid, that there's too much to contain, i might just blow up.

i wish i could just be her but maybe i ain't that fortunate.
i could continue hoping and dreaming, but this really isn't funny anymore :/
I FEEL SO STUPID. maybe i should try to wake up someday, when what i fear most happens.

i want to feel it again :/




AND I THINK, I'M THE BIGGEST LOSER ON EARTH. THANK YOU. =(