Wednesday, June 27, 2007
my cousin got married 3 days ago.
CONGRATS JIAYUN. =)
i'm not exactly close to her but i got invited to her wedding of course. haha
the start of the day was a disappointment as both my brother and sister fell sick after just coming back from philipines.
on the way to the wedding, my sister was as pale as a corpse so my dad decided to bring her back. So i had to go for my cousin's church wedding alone with my parents. my sister suspected having food poisoning vommited many times in that day and all of us and of course me, felt very down that she might not be able to go for the wedding.
if not, i wouldn't have someone to camwhore with me.
after the church wedding, my parents and i went home and were happy to hear that my sister felt better already. so the whole family set of with a growling stomach for the wedding dinner.
anyway, i really have to admit, i admire my cousin alot. she's beautiful, extremely smart and gentle. obviously, she has an extremely good personality.
Her husband, my cousin in law is more than fortunate to have her as a wife. i wonder in future, what kind of a wife will i be to my husband. i don't think i can be as smart as her, definitely not as pretty as her neither gentle nor have i a good personality. That's about everything crossed out from the list. Well, whatever that's going to be in the future, can be thought about next time.
There's still a long long way for me to walk.
ok, back to topic.
i went for my cousin's wedding dinner. the place was beautiful beyond description. the food was orgasmically delicious LOL.
i want my wedding dinner to be held there too! the place was accessible by a cable car ride straight to the restaurant. COOL EH? when all of us got seated in our own tables the curtains behind us automatically opened up and wad we saw was an extremely BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLL view right infront of me. i just couldnt believe my eyes.
and what was for dinner?
- cold dish (pacific clams was one of the dish too)
- seafood shark fin soup (scallops, prawns and other seafood not named here)
- poached HUGE prawns
- scallop and vegetable dish
- abalone with shitake mushrooms and vegetables
- grouper fish
- yam cake (although i don't really fancy this dish)
- ee fu noodles
- chng teng
drooling now? of couse. i told you the food was orgasmically delicious. HAHA.
that was not the only thing. the toilet caught my eye at the very moment i stepped in.
obviously, my and my sister got down to business- camwhore. and i immediately feel so at home to that place- yes, the toilet. it looks much prettier than hotel rooms. AND GAWD. AGAIN, you can see the beautiful view from inside the toilet, although you can see the toilet from outside in too, but that didn't affect my love for it.
IT'S GORGOUS BEYOND WORDS.
i wanna go back there. maybe someday, sometime. =)
after all that's been said, the only one that really makes me happy
makes my heart thump fast
make me fall in love is my boy
i love my boyfriend =)
4:36 AM :D
Friday, June 22, 2007
i expected someone to be there when all are against me, i expected the earth to revolve around me and make me feel happy. but i didn't expect, at anytime, my parents doing this to me, again. neither did i expect that it would affect us too. yea i agree that my boy's the unlucky one, but you know i can't do anything about it. i want you to know that i hope to feel a little secured, i hate to know you feel that way, that we're not meant to be everytime this happens. i want you to be there for me when my parents and everyone else are against me. no, i dont want you to stay and watch this pass by, but i want you to just pull this through with me.
i don't feel very good about this too. and i'm feeling twice as bad. with the relationship at one hand and my parents at the other, i just want you to be there. i hope you see what i'm going through now, it's extremely tough for me. =( i want you to stand by me, always and forever.
11:32 PM :D
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
My 1st Lady
Never Be Replaced
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you,
Yes i do.
Ill be with you aslong as you want me to,
Until the end of time.
From the day i met you i knew we'd be together.
And now i know i want to be with you forever, i want to marry you and i want to have
your kids.
Thinking can never compare to the feeling of your kisses.
I can say im truely happy till this day.
You make me thank god that i live my life every day.
Theres never been a doubt in my mind that id regret ever having you by my side.
But if the day comes that i have to let you go
I think theres something i should probably let you know,
Enjoyed everday that i spent with you and i will miss you cause im happy that i had
you at all.
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
10:36 PM :D
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
okay okay, since quite a handful of people didn't like the blogskin that i made (sulks) i've decided to change it! i think my blog's cute and pretty now xD
it's been 7 days since my brother and sister left for the philipines and because i'm smart, i found out that my dumb brother was the one who caused me into deep shit. and it breaks my heart. he promised to buy back some sweets from philipines to make it up to me. but even his packets of sweets won't be able to make up for the trust my parents lost for me, as well as the bruises (ok, not so bad. but i did get slapped) and how i'm jailed at home now. and i feel as if i'm an offspring of control freaks. every single thing i do and everywhere i go, i'm spied on and controlled as if i'm a toy car. an almost faulty toy car perhaps. i could just blow up any time at this rate my parents are going at. i can die any moment now. life's been hell, my house's been a jail. GAWD I HATE MY HOME
but my baby's been such a sunshine after my storms. he clears the dark clouds and paints a smile on face. that's one of the things i love about him. and incase you're in doubt, i really do trust you. <3
4:42 AM :D
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i stepped into the budget airport and i felt that the name really suited it. a huge warehouse with only a Han's restaurant in it and that's all. and when i stepped in i wanted to laugh so loudly at how ridiculous it was to have a small room for a big word called "airport". but it's as if i can build a much better place. so i'd quit commenting.
talking about that, my dearest brother and sister left for the Philipines, Cebu for mission trip. the point now is that, with them gone, i have the whole room to myself, the whole big, quiet, dark empty, creepy room to myself. and now i'm just waiting for every minute to tick away quickly till it's daylight again. i'm all alone. i'd be all alone for 9 scary and lonely nights. i want someone to sing me a lullaby to sleep. i want someone to accompany me to sleep =( i want someone to put me to sleep. 9 lonely nights!
my BOY makes me happy
my BOY loves me
my BOY shows great care and concern for me :)
my BOY's presence makes me feel so secured
BOY i love you so.
12:52 PM :D
Friday, June 08, 2007
i've somewhat lost my passion for guitar. everyone else is definitely better than me, and now, i'm not even qualified to play for sunday service. everytime i pick up the guitar, and never ever played it once, nicely, IT BLOODY DEMOTIVATES ME. stop thinking about buying a new guitar anymore. i've lost my passion for it.
11:09 PM :D
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
my feet and arms are achy and sore from all the window shopping! not exactly window shopping, we bought a few beautiful items for ourselves. ;)
the supposedly "tuition class" (although actually, there's no tuition this month) has been my relaxing period since last week. this is so fun! and i hope my mum never finds out.
i met up with muo gu and together we went to marina to ache our feets and tire ourselves out until laosai dearest met up with the both of us and from there, i started splurging. i hate it. to feel the weight of my wallet getting lighter and lighter until there's nothing left.
the meet up, more of cathing up with laosai was more than great. we talked and talked and never stop talking and i miss the good ol` times too!
hee. well, somethings were never meant to be but hope what's on our minds will come true one day...
DOUBLE DATESSSSSS TOGETHER AGAIN!
i LOVEEEEE SHOPPING! i'm gonna work and slurge and work and splurge! till my heart's content!
*yawn* i'm dead tired! GOODNIGHT!
9:25 AM :D
Sunday, June 03, 2007
reminisces makes me happy, reminisces makes me sad.
i couldn't help, but there's one thing that keeps running thru my head.
6:02 AM :D