Monday, April 23, 2007
1. Cellphone or Computer? cellphone! who in the right mind will bring a computer aroud?
2. Aircon or Fan? BOTH! at the same time!
3. Lesbians or Gays? straights.
4. Movies or VCDs? movies =)
5. Condominiums or Bungalows? both's as good i guess.
6. Mother Tongue or English Language? ENGLISH.
7. Ice Skating or Roller Skating? roller skating!!
8. Ocean or Sea? THE CLEAR BLUE BIG OCEAN. (although i haven really seen one)
9. Ring or Flowers from your guy/girls? its the heart that counts. i dont need material things.
10. If you HAD TO , would you take part in Singing or Acting? i'd insist not to
11. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? HARRY POTTER OF COURSE. HE'S MY FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH DAMIT. =)
12. Elder or Younger sibling? YOUNGERRRR!
13. Shopping or Relaxing? depends!
14. Monster or Devils? angels
15. Babies or Pets? both poop both are a hassle sometimes but both- my love =)
16. Brown or Grey? BROWN!
17. Truth or Dare? truth. i'd be too lazy to shift my butttt.
18. Carrots or Cucumber? what are you gonna use these for, first?
19. Apple or Pear? none.
20. MSN or texting? smsssmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmmsmms!
21. Studying at a University in Singapore or Further Studies Overseas? i'm going to study at a poly
22. JC, Poly, Secondary or Primary? secondary. GAWD.
23. Blueberry Jam or Peanut Butter? NUTELLA
24. Morning or Night? nights <3
25. Kisses or Hugs? i love hugs better =)
26. Family or Friends? FAMILY AAND FRIENDS.
27. Basketball or Netball? NO. WAY.
28. Outdoor or Indoor? indoor.
29. Math or Science? SCIENCEEEE WHO ON THE BLUE EARTH WOULD CHOOSE MATH.
30. Sandwiches or Cakes? sandcakes.
31. Pink or Purple? PURPLE
32. MP4 or iPod? MP4
33. Nokia or Samsung? sony erricson
34. Tuesdays or Thursdays? fridays.
35. Yahoo or Google? friendster.
LAST CIGARETTE: i dont smoke, i passive smoke alot.
LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK: i hate the taste of alcohol
LAST CAR RIDE: bus rides, yes.
LAST KISS: NA
LAST GOOD CRY: i dont cry for any good reason for goodness sakes.
LAST BOOK BOUGHT: math tys.
LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRES: mr bean's holiday.
LAST MOVIE RENTED: devil wears prada. ok i know it's already passe.
LAST CUSS WORD UTTERED: erm "balls"?
LAST BEVERAGE CONSUMED: COKE.
LAST FOOD CONSUMED:rice
LAST PHONE CALL: janson
LAST TV SHOW WATCHED:i dont watch much tv.
LAST TIME SHOWERED: a few mins ago
LAST SHOES WORN: school shoes
LAST CD PLAYED: ? cant rmb
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: COKE!
LAST DOWNLOAD: i don't download.
LAST ANNOYANCE: with my brother. obvious much?
LAST DISAPPOINTMENT: in myself, you ass.
LAST SODA DRANK: COKE
LAST THING WRITTEN: a smile on kl's worksheet.
LAST KEY USED: i dont use keys
LAST SLEEP: Last night.
LAST ICE CREAM EATEN: mini magnum
LAST CHAIR SAT IN: im sitting on one now
LAST WEBPAGE VISITED: LEONGISH'S BLOG.
I LOVEEEEE QUIZES
1:24 AM :D
Sunday, April 15, 2007
the reminisces made me smile, made me laugh to myself, even when im out alone sometimes, and worst of all made me cry. i appreciate all the times i spent with you, and memories will always remain deep rooted in my head. i often look out of the window.i would think about what you might be doing at times, yes, i do miss you.
but "it's a sooner or later thing" we both said, we already knew.
if i knew this would have happened, i just wished i never possessed you, i wish i never was yours and you were never mine. so then, the memories would not have bugged me till date. the memories with you, feels so close to me, yet, it seems as if it's colours are fading quite rapidly. but as the wake up call rings up there in my head,
the both of us, you, especially, have already stood up to walk opposite paths. i would stop dreaming.
"someday" you tell me, might come. but how high is the possibility now? i would ask you. i guess it's ziltch. i see your smiles, i see your heart pump fast, not at the sight of me, but with that eyes you once stare fondly at me, and your heart that once was filled with love for me, now belongs to someone else.
i dont wanna chase anymore rainbows.
if i knew this would have happened, i just wished i never possessed you, i wish i never was yours and you were never mine. so then, the memories would not have bugged me till date. the memories with you, feels so close to me, yet, it seems as if it's colours are fading quite rapidly. but as the wake up call rings up there in my head,
the both of us, you, especially, have already stood up to walk opposite paths. i would stop dreaming.
"someday" you tell me, might come. but how high is the possibility now? i would ask you. i guess it's ziltch. i see your smiles, i see your heart pump fast, not at the sight of me, but with that eyes you once stare fondly at me, and your heart that once was filled with love for me, now belongs to someone else.
i dont wanna chase anymore rainbows.
since this already was and is already non-existant, i close with much anticipation but feeling much happier as i do it.
i know it's better this way.
after all the rubbish that i said, i would say, i feel much happier. i feel carefree, i feel as if im already okay.
again, i still wanna thank you, for all the memories you shared with me. and you've made quite a big difference in my life.
again, i still wanna thank you, for all the memories you shared with me. and you've made quite a big difference in my life.
i'd always remember you, with your smiles. as well as the smiles you brought me.
8:11 AM :D
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
reminiscing my earlier past made me smile. times when we felt lovesick, through ups and downs, happy and sad moments- my past. i looked back at the times and it made me laugh until i had cramps in my stomach. :S i was looking through my old blog as well as xavier's old blogs. makes me feel how we were so young and stupid, extremely stupid. LOL posts after posts i read, but i couldn't find a single thing that made sense in them.
Friday, December 10, 2004
i back to torturing camber coz cant talk for another 3 days
back frm camp juz yesterday.. and i felt so happy i got to talk to him yesterday and called him today but for the rest of the 3 "years" (days) i wont be able to talk to until his bro goes out... but anyway.. juz like wad i wished for... everything went back to normal... but i'll get to love sick for this 3 days... haiz~~~
tiLl dEaTh dO uS pArT..:X--6:28 PM--
YES. this was one of the posts from my blog. GAWDDD.LOLOLOLOLOLOL!
Xavier, you're a loser.
but, as i compared the stupidity, i guess i was a greater loser. HAHAHAHA
ok cheap thrill.
-as days passed us by, i see my picture fading with your memories, as i see yours, fading as it becomes clearer at the same time. it'll soon be months, years after year. till we meet again, not as lovers but as friends. rf/y.
3:50 AM :D
Monday, April 09, 2007
the worst you could ever go through in school is to really try hard to keep yourself awake, but somtimes, inevitably, you'll see seconds later, only to find yourself drifting away to dreamland. that was exactly what happened to me earlier in school. however, that's not the point. the whole point is that, after i drifted away to dreamland, my physics teacher woke me awhile later saying that my eyes were what seemed like "A DRUG ADDICT'S." GAWD. I HATE MY EYE BAGS. ANYONE WITH A CURE TO IT?
at nights i lay in bed, shut my eyes forcing myself asleep, all i get, an uneased mind.
ai hui yong yuan yong yuan-ni shuo de, li kai wo de shi hou, ni que mei she bu de.
4:24 AM :D
Sunday, April 08, 2007
i stepped out of my house today. the air was fresh and everything looks like they're falling into their own damn places. i cant say the same for the lousy feel im feeling. FEWJRGWJGKNGVLKEWNGHIRNGLSNEGLKSNKL ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
if anyone were to just help me out, i'd be of great thanks.
wo xiang wo hui kai shi xiang nian ni
2:13 AM :D
Friday, April 06, 2007
once again, like any other day i stepped into sentosa, my face is hot with pain. *oww* soon, i'd turn black in stead of being red. HAHA thanks to the sun, and expecially thanks to gab who made the sand look so comfortable to sleep IN. and on. oh and yes, thanks to the volleyball my arms are feeling as sore. great day but Darius pangseh-ed us anyway. aww.
lets get to food republic again =) and darius, you owe us one anyway! =))
10:00 PM :D
Thursday, April 05, 2007
it's been exactly a month and a day since the both of us seperated and stayed out of each other's business. it kinda amazes me how we could be so close in the past and now, being total strangers just feels a little odd to live with. it feels a little unreal, but well, reality check please! i do wonder at times what you might be doing and stuffs like that. but for that, i shouldnt bother much either.
SENTOSA TOMORROW? YES I CAN HARDLY WAIT! =)) update soon!
2:22 AM :D
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i've been having 2 days of break from school and it kinda makes me happy, actually. =) 2 days of being books free is enough to kill away the bateria that creates the aching feeling inside me that has been bugging me ever since. back to being me, seriously never felt better. not because i've gotten over YOU, but because i've already stoped hoping YOU would. and i will not care anymore.
however, being free from books dont actually mean i had my fun. it only means that i'm free from books JUST BECAUSE of the fencing competition, which is honestly, quite a waste of time- for me. but i enjoyed my stay doubly =)
you'd see all the different people with the different screwed up faces on the fencing piste, but when you see christina, it's a total opposite. why so? cause fencing's just a game you dont actually have to be really serious about. and what now? cause of the filty mask, IM HAVING RASH ON MY FACE. how nice. because of stupid fencers, im having bruises on my tighs. because of the unimaginably heavy fencing bag, im going to suffer pain on my shoulders for days. because of fencing! i nearly died from suffocation. >=( NOT GOING TO FENCE ANYMORE. ANYMORE! but! because of fencing competition, i've never felt better =))
you're always the one putting the smiles up on my face =)
7:46 AM :D