-your huge smiles, her little giggles. don't bother, i already know whats going on-

i love my friends. i could'nt believe they actually waited for me the whole night long to give me a surprise. i didnt know they really cared until today. i wouldnt be able to live without u guys. kl and weijun who was always there, when the balloon got filled up too much it literally burst. they picked up bits and pieces and joined them back together for me. and now i know, the most important people in life are your friends. i'm really thankful for you people.. i really am :)
i was being an unfillial crap. i did'nt celebrate my mum's birthday with my mum today. but i promise it wont happen next time. cause i will nv bear to do so again. i love my mum mega .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MUMMY!

-iwasbeingsuchafool-
dissapointed..ireallyam
iamhumantoo.atleastithinkiam.ihavefeelingsofmyown.feelingsyou'llneverknow.i'vegonethroughenough.sufferedhurtsyou'veneverrealised.butiSWEARi'llstopallthesesomeday.thanksforlyingthatyouwerenotplaying.thanksformakingmedeludemyself.thanksfornotrealisingiamtheonewhoreallycared.thanksforallowingmetowastemytears.thanksforhelpingmerealiseyouarenotworth.andthanksforshowingmewhatisloveandthenhelpingmelosemywilltolove.causeallofusknowtalkischeap.:)




Christinawashere
12:37am

now, what's worst than waking up to a splitting headache, over last night's depression, which was not supposed to be important, not suppose to matter to me at all, but all of a sudden, things changes. and you don't really wanna give a damn abt it but it just bugs you, to the extend you thought death was quite the way out. and, realising, its a monday. the very first day of school, and all u want to do is forget about all your troubles and drown yourself in dreams. but u just have to literally drag yourself out of bed and get yourself washed up and get ready for the everlasting- school. where all you do is studying non-stop and the principals finds pleasure seeing these poor students suffer, terribly. what's worst, u managed to squeeze yourself into a bus packed with walkable creatures but all you actually wanted is to throw yourself and slump on some seats. when it's finally your turn to get down the bus, u chant countless times of excuse me-s and the creatures just wont budge. what u did, was squeeze your way out before the boor closes and u get sickening comments like "tsk" ,"tsk" and "tsk". and all you wanted to do was to really give them a big tight slap on the face. i mean, what's wrong with these people nowadays, dont they have better things to do other than pissing ppl off in the morning? for example, you want to get off the bus, u said excuse me upteen times but these people look at you like you're transparent and then look away. of course you have to squeeze your way through before the door closes. instead of giving way, they gave u a "tsk". don't you really feel like punching them on their darn faces?!
BAH! scratch that. anyway, today is mummykins birthday and all i want to give her is a big bear hug! cause i love her and she rawk my life! but, mummy's sick on her birthday. :( so we have to delifrance at home. but, as for me, i'll be going for tuition. sad, huh? sorry mummy!
BUT, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! AND I LOVE YOU MEGA! :D
okie.. got to get ready to meet my buddies now :D buddies who'll alwasy cheer u up in times of trouble, buddies you really showers care for u, buddies who will never let you down :) you guys rawk my life too :D

-i realised, you're not the fool, i was and always have been the one-
Christinawashere
4:50pm

ok. the amazing race yesterday rawked mega! although its only along the Singapore River. but seriously, it is a really romantic place at night! i can picture it!!. ok, back to topic. amazing race rawked mega cause i got to be in the same grp as nana. while pearlyn, she got outcast :P HAHAHA. neway, all of us got to know more places HAHA which is really cool! :D

so what now? school's starting tml and yea got to go study! :D

-how did i get here?-

its another long time since i have blogged once again.. but at least im more updated that nana. right carina? :P and more downdated than that leongish. xD neway, lets get to what i am supposed to blog before i forget everything that i want to type out. which is quite very often. and when i publish post then i'll "oh. i forgotten to blog this and that" so yeah, once upon a time...
christina met farah on the streets today while walking to white sands with mo gu bao, in another words, mushroom bao. (sharon loh loh) to get her instant mash potatoes at fairprice
so, when christina met farah in the middle of the road, farah stretch out hands and christina stretch out hands too. both give each other a big big hug! *awww* i tell you if there were many cars on the road there will me either traffic jam or a car accident. and the drivers will be thinking. what are this two les-ses doing on the road. but christina misses farah and farah misses christina so cannot help it xD. "doing this in the middle of the road" farah said and we both lauugh! hehehhahaha :D

so when i got home, i rotted cause i was bored death. and after a few dota matches with "sorrow"(javern) and "viagra"(wei jun aka wei ge aka viagra) xD, i back ached mega mega so i had to plonk to bed when i woke up prince charming was infront of me. NAH JK! when i woke up, my bro was using the com, which is rather annoying at times. cause everytime he starts to use, he'll use for a few hours till like 11+ and i get the last few mins to play before my mum pulls out the internet connection. but times like this is always best when my parents are already asleep and i get to use until when i like :D

but.. there's AMAZING RACE installed for us tml and obviously i have to sleep earlier if not i wont have the energy to move! or rather, i would be late. again.
i am suppose to go for mr yeo's lesson, but, i guess i will not be going as mogubao and the rest are not going too! it's not compulsory neway! and i have to get ready for amazing race.. so, NO! HAHAHAHHAHA :D

okie.. i guess i'll stop here! :D and im really excited for tml!!!

-so how did u get here. something is wrong-

our friend, the computer is revived by my mum's money. or rather, my bro and my sis's money. i did'nt contribute a cent cause basically, i spent all my property on fencing equips.trust me when i say i paid almost everything for myself. my mum paid for some. but there were conditions.. she paid for the.. what do u call that..? oh the plastron.and the long stockings (socks. to be exact. as long as stockings tho` :D) haven been going to fencing for a decade now i might have even forgotten how to fence. neway, the plastron together with the stockings caused a bomb.. if i did'nt remember wrongly. so here's the condition. i could get both of that if i spend my birthday present and my christmas present on it. it was'nt worth. but it was compulsory to get it for i would have been pierced dead. :D nahh! joking. but ya, i reserve all the rights to use the computer. because mummy's just a phone call away, or just a whine away :) kinda being a spoilt brat here :) but as long as i can use, nothing matters! HAHAHA :D looking at the big, wonderful screen once again is just sheer bliss xD
english lessons was really interesting today.. he had interactions with mr yeo, the person people rumoured has some mental problems. we talked because someone complained abt him to mr ong, and i guess he got a great tongue-lashing. which was what many people in my class wanted. we had loads of arguments with him. not forgetting one of my classmates pointed out that his "attitude sucks" . which is really bad. however, i dont think he's that bad because he's really serious when he teaches. anyway, i got to rush on my dnt folio now.. so.. yeah! till then peeps!

-im really happy we got things sorted out :) or i could have spent sleepless nights or i would have died from not having proper meals forever. i really happy, im relived thanks.for telling the truth :)-

-why did i let myself believe that miracles could happen-

bahh!! i got a haircut yesterday evening and now i look worst than a retard. this was how to disaster started :- the aunty asked me if she should cut my fringe just slightly above my eye brow and i was like nodding like some psycopath cause i thought it would look quite ok as i tried to picture myself having fringe above my brows. but my heart nearly stopped when i realised the aunty cut it so much higher than my brows. i was like- ok.. what will i look like next? and when everything was done, i had a little standing furs.. but all went back to normal what i washed my hair.. i wanted to bring a scissors to school incase anyone of my friends tease me so i could treathen to cut theirs too xD but as usual, i just love to forget things. and i forgotten to bring my scissors and anyway, they did'nt tease me and i was really thankful for that HAHAHAHA or else i'd go tomato red.

and sometimes it's just normal how you friend will just turn u off if they did somethings really disgusting like constantly back-shooting ppl and then, acting angelic in front of them. oh, u might as well sign up with some acting firms if that's the case. but they'll most likely kick u off cause u might not be of any use to them. but, it's not normal when you tell them how they are like and instead they decided to again, turn you off by saying "i dont give a damn abt what you say". i guess you'll find out what kind of person you really are because you should realise by now that all your friends are slowly leaving you. and like i said -do to others want you want others to do unto you-

ok! i got to rush for tuition now! im gonna be late again! c u soon!!!

-if only u were here?-

back from church!! very few ppl came today.. but i hope many ppl will be present for the "amazing race" next week =) i realise that time really flies.. one time u were thinking that it's a monday monrning in school, the day you hate and another time, you'll find yourselves pigging away on a sat meorning. and when u wake up, it's already in the afternoon! ok i really have to say this > high school musical sound tracks really rawked my socks! (excluding the basketball part song if you've watched)

neway, ok what am i doing here at this time in the first place? oh right, i tried to get to bed but i guess my mind won't stop working. cant stop working doing what? thinking of whatevers that are actually not supposed to be important =P but whatever, i have duty tml morning and im not asleep, guess i will be late again! xD hope i wont tho` hahahahahha! it's pretty embarassing how u must run along the "aisle" to the front to get to the computer and take over someone who helps u do the duty cause you're late and ppl will start thinking "what's this christina doing? why is she always late. cant she wake up earlier??" HAHAHAHHAHA i hope i will be able to get up tml!! :)

and i found out ppl around the world is extremely free till they have to resort to this : (supposedly "bu de bu ai" sang by wilber pan FEAT.zhang xiang zhi)

i laughed till my jaws nearly got jammed.. GAWD

ok i guess i shall stop here. better get to bed soon! :)

-i find myself thinking abt you now-

so.. i am back from schoo quite long ago.. just woke up from my piggy nap.. so i decided to blog for abit before i continue with my dnt again!! hmmm.. i had chinese orals and yeap, u got it! at the look of it, i will defo fail it :) one subject down! i have hopes for only 5 more subjects and i THINK i will be able to make it hahahahahahah cross my fingers and hope and pray and wish! I NEED TO PASS MY N LVLS, I WANT TO PASS MY N LVLS, I HOPE TO PASS MY N LVLS~!

okie that's all for today! back to dnt

-i find myslef thinking abt you-

its been really long since i last blogged once again. many things had happened but i'll just talk abt today. because today seems a wee but more interesting to me. (you may not find it interesting tho`haha)
neway lets get down to business :)

today, i rushed back home from school cause i thought i could balance my time between maple and dnt(folio. btw i am really behind time deadline is this friday and im still at idea exploration!?!?)but sadly, in the end, i mapled for awhile and i went to pig till 5:00 when i was ready to get out of the house to grab what i was craving for - beef noodles before tuition. i had to pamper myself as i recovered from the deadly illness- intestine infection (i am exaggerating. obvious much? HAHA)
neway, while i was on my way to bugis, on the MRT, i saw this lady, asleep on the MRT. not only that, she was moving from her left to right. as we tilt to the right as we tilt to the left when we are asleep all day~ it was really really funny.when i looked up, i saw many ppl laughing at her. gawd i'd be so embarassed if i were her. sadly, she didnt realise the condition she was in. as for me, the longer i see her tilting from her left the her right non-stop i wanted to burst out laughing so bad. but ppl might think i was some psycopath so i controlled myself(as u know i'd laugh at every tiniest thing). at that very point in time. i wished i met my friend so that ppl wont think i am some lunatic laughing to myself. poor aunt sitting beside her had to get all the bumps. surprisingly, the aunt sitting beside her was laughing non-stop to her friend. the more i wanted to laugh. i was in a really awkward situation at that time. i so wanted to chop off my mouth so that ppl wont see me grinning thinking that i have escaped from the asylum. thank God, i quickly got out of the train. got my beef noodles which was MEGA DELICIOUS and off to tuition i went. really tired now, but i guess i'll have to rush on my dnt first :) tml's the prep examinations and im not a wee bit prepared. what's worst? i'll be counted in CA then, printed out in report slip and would be shown to my parents. THIS IS REALLY BAD. i hope i don't get my self to dumps. :)

-in the heat of summer sunshine i miss you-

what's worst than having to eat watery food like porridge which u can always find them in hospitals(YES! BINGO! IT TASTE AS BAD) although i haven tried hospital food before >.< but i heard it tastes really bad. :) anyhow, im having some kind of sickness which i forgotten what, and i just got back from the doctors. having to force a 1cm tab is already bad enough for me. to think that i will have to force 3 different kinds of tabs, 3 times a day down my throat'll kill me. to add, "charcoal"(a type of large, black, capsule) is one of them. which i haven been able to put in my mouth since... 9+? (the time now is 10:48 :D) that's because im afraid i will waste a tab. like the last time. ahhh! now i know how bad it is to feel not well. its not the sick part that you're suffering, but, the taking of medicine part.. gawd.. i can even die thinking of that :( it's like im always the one suffering. HAHA funny!! ok, not funny. but, im always the one having to be on medications!!! BAH! ok scratch that.

haven been having much time to study of late.. oh, wrong. more like i make myself have not much time to study.. all thanks to mr ong, we have self-study in school (he's just deluding himself thinking that the students will score better if we have self study in school. in another words, he thinks that we will fully uterlise our time self-studying in school, however, obviously, we did not) so, school will end around 3+ or 4+ often. or rather, from tuesday to thursday. and by the time i reached home, it'll be already 5+? then, i'll spend some time using the computer and after that i'll sleep till around 8+ at night, wake up to have my dinner and then by the time, its around 10+. then i'll start strumming my guitar for awhile and it'll be 10:30. from 10:30, i'll pretend to study (depends. if im tired) till 11 and i'll quickly go back to sleep so my mum wont ask me if i had studied enough. xD that's really bad :S and at this rate, i can jolly well get into ITE. which of course i dont want. OK SET, starting on next week, i'll seriously pull up my socks. :)
well, N levels is another nightmare to me now. :S
ok off to sleep! ta-ta!

-and i'll make believe that you're here tonight

ahh once again, back to the dull, colourless blogger! bah! my bro's best friend literally died yesterday night. anyway, get to the point, i'm doing this for the sake of leongish :D honoured?

ALRIGHT IVE NOT BEEN TAGGED BUT I MADE MY EFFORT TO SEARCH FOR THIS ONE LEONG'S BLOG
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FAVOURITES
favourite colour: black, purple, orange and sometimes pink (cause it looks cute)favourite food: see how i've grown this fat? i eat practically almost everything
favourite song: loads( well, each song has its on meaning to it for me!)
favourite movie: haven been watching movies of late
favourite sport: NONE!
favourite day of the week: weekends
favourite season: singapore doesnt provide the four seasons
favourite ice-cream: sundae kosong; ice pop

CURRENTS
current mood: crap. (im having stomach ache! ahhhh!)
current taste: taste? nope im not eating anything atm
current clothes: school uni.
Current desktop: picture of mum and dad (my using my mum's lap)
Current toe nail colour: silverish-white
Current time: 7:38pm
Current suroundings: the air
Current annoyance: the grumbling stomach
Current thoughts: "will i pass my N lvls?"

FIRSTS
first best friend: no firsts. ive got loads.
first crush: THIS is what i call redundant
first movie: independent day?
first lie: how am i suppose to remember this?
first music: doh-ray-me??

LASTS
Last cigratte: nope i dont smoke
Last drink: peach tea
Last car ride: i was on a taxi to school yesterday
Last crush: -redundant-
Last movie: ahhhhh! lets see.. big momma house 2
Last phone call: sharon loh mo gu?
Last CD: none

HAVE YOU EVER
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: yeah
Have you ever broken the law: erm.. drinking a sip of beer? (i was just trying out. but it turned out to be a great dissapointment cause i nearly vomitted at the sip of beer)
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nope
Have you ever been on TV: yeah! dancing cinderella fo k2 grad. and got captured on tape, then played on the vcr and screened on tv :)
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nope

THINGS
5 things you are wearing: school blouse, school skirt, school pe shorts, hair clips, rubber band.
4 things you done today: i had my english oral, i did sketching for my dnt, i went to the toilet, i studied
3 things you can hear right now: cars, motorcycle, maid cooking
1 thing you do when you are bored: sleep

YOU'RE TAGGED!
1.no
2.body
3.just do this
4.if u
5.want to :)


ok done, leong, i didnt do the latest quiz cause i read them already!! :D

for now, i shall go mug and rot till i complete my N lvls.. my future will determine how i will fair in this N lvls. so.. i've got to pull up my socks and start whatever im suppose to be doing now.. I NEED TO PASS, I WANT TO PASS, AND I WISH TO PASS!!
fighto-oh!!!

-hours like days, days like months which seemed like years-

this is another bad day in which my brother's best friend (the computer) died. so, i secretly made use of my mum's lappy in which if she sees me using her lappy i'll die. that's because, everytime there's something wrong with my bro's computer, he'll stare at me with those "you-know-you-did-it" kind of eyes. which is bad. because my mum will also think that it is always me when a computer goes chaotic. so, i am forbid, unfairly to touch her lappy. but when i use this secretly, i also find there's one thing bad. the blogger that i use on this com doesnt provide colours for fonts :(. anyway, im still fortunate to be able to use the lap. so i should'nt whine so much :)

it's also a bad day because there was assembly today. the reason? not only we have to listen to talks on toilet cleanliness, we had to bear with the ghastly intoxicating smell of the "newly-repainted" air conditioned hall, lingering in there for what seemed like months? i nearly died in there. but thank heavens i came out alive.

ahh ok. enough of nonsence for today. i shall pig for the next half and hours before i go for tuition! till then :D

HELLOS. IM INVADING CHRISTINA'S BLOG! Thankyou

CHRISTINA chat-ted with PEARLYN on the phone today
CHRISTINA climbed mount everest and got STUCK at the top
CHRISTINA had to be rescued by the people in charge
CHRISTINA TIES TWO PONYTAILS WITH PEARLYN
CHRISTINA finds stuffing HEART SHAPES BALLOON INTO THE HAIR INTERESTING! AHEM!
CHRISTINA is meeting PEARLYN REALLY SOON
CHRSTINA LOVES PEARLYN REALLY MUCH
CHRISTINA IS A GOOD GIRL& CHANGED
PEARLYN IS SMART& has SIXTH SENSE
CHRISTINA IS A GOOD PATCHER FOR BROKEN RELATIONSHIP.
YAYNESS!

Today's Annoying Level : 7.75
ratings by CHRISTINA& PEARLYN

you know, sometimes, pmses causes people in trouble, i mean, gals. since its a catalysts for bad moods. just a little irritation can make you turn demonic. like some monstrous creature hunting for blood. ok, this is either too dramatic, or it just dont make any sense :D im just trying to fill the post for the day :D but anyway, that just happened to me today :) . kl, as usual, was trying to crack up funny but irritating (if it's referring to you) jokes. and not as usual, i suddenly fumed up and *pingpangpiang* at his face. ok, i was partially wrong at that. so, yup kl, im sorry :D my next victim was yong leng. gs as usual, likes to do things to people (for example, he threw a paper ball at me) and pretend it was'nt him. till his victim scolds someone else, he'll burst out laughing like some mad hyhena. this is how the situation was like: yong leng sits behind me. and suddenly one paper ball flew and landed convieniently on my head. so i quickly assumed that yong leng was the one. I MEAN WHO WONT ASSUME THAT THE PERSON WHO DID WAS THE ONE SITTING BESIDE YOU?? WHO WONT!!? so, i turn back *pewpewpew!!* at his face. then he started kicking my chair "eh christina, it wasnt me" (each words comes with one kick) at that time, he knew he saw the words "doom", i was acting like some tyrant.(as far as i can describe)
what's worst? everytime u step in school, you can see the embarassment of everyone's faces when they look at how our school is painted. it looks more of a playland than a sec school to me. which is extremely off.. with walls painted in different "VIBRANT" colours and the handrail of the staircase, in brown. gawd. those colours painted and matched are like so old school, so passe.(exactly like the colours painted on extremely old buildings) 1 and a half more year christina! just bear with it!! :D:D hmmm.. it'll be cool if schools are painted retro like! LOL nah! just jk! xD
ahh. its time to go mug now. i musnt fail my n's!! :D
---if only, i was the luckier one.... if only..

my timing today, is a little chaotic. woke up in the morning to rush to church cause i thought i would be late for my duty. but thank God i was'nt.
after church my sister accompanied me to bras basah to get my stationeries and the rest of my whatevers. and we had unbelievely delious beef noodles. but before that, i told my sis that i had some business to attend to, and i fully uterlised the toilet in raffels hotel, just beside bras basah :D (but it did'nt turn out to be as classy as i thought it would be :( )and reached home at round 5+
i took my nap at 6+ and woke up at 1 am just now. (why did'nt anyone wake me up :( ) although my sis tried to wake me up, i did'nt even opened my eyes (although she told me that i smiled at her and went back to sleep) ok, that was retarded.
as i already had my 6 hours of sleep, i have not planned what to do for the next few hours. and maybe i shld just pig away again :D AHH i just love sleeping. its just the easiest thing to do! :D
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE~!

-till i see YOU again-

today was quite a dull day as there was'nt youth.. hmm.. but some of us attented the youth fire conference. :D their worship there is like superb. and its extremely cool! :DD ahhh!! i want worship like that too!!!!
ok neway, after the conference, we all rushed down to pastor's house to have yummy california rolls for dinner! and pasta too!!! yum yum!!
and right after that, charmian, zhi yong and myself had to rush down to church for worship practice.. (hey!! im not done eating those yummylicious food yet!!) and the whole thing ended at around 10.
and later, my sis and i went to west plaza to have supper and my bro met us there. we ordered quite alot of food which we were'nt able to finish. xD my bro ordered a desert in which he told us is called "bloody mary" (ice, red dye and atapchi seeds) or maybe he named it himself. but as for me, my desert guaranteed, looked more appitising compared to his. his desert? spoiled my appitite at the look of it :D
neway, the three of us reached home at abt 12+ coming 1 and all fell flat on the bed soon after :)